Shonda Rhimes, executive producer of ABC's "TGIT" prime time line up, is another in a long line of amazing women who make me say "Wow!".
Last week Shonda's acceptance speech for The Hollywood Reporter's Sherry Lansing Leadership Award had me glued to my computer screen with tears streaming down my cheeks as she recounted the tale of women who were and are responsible for gigantic cracks in the glass ceiling making it possible for others to simply walk through. With intrigue she proclaimed that she herself had not broken through any glass ceilings.
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I have not broken through any glass ceilings. If I had broken through any glass ceilings, I would know. If I had broken through a glass ceiling, I would have felt some cuts, I would have some bruises. There’d be shards of glass in my hair. I’d be bleeding, I’d have wounds.
Shonda Rhimes, THR Speech
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Those Who Went Before Me Already Had It Handled
With such excruciating pain all around us right now, Shonda's speech was a welcomed tribute to "them" - those women pioneers who suffered cuts, bruises, and shards of glass in their hair as they tackled gravity-defying moves while breaking down doors and climbing ladders of all types. Shonda put into words what I've felt for years but had not yet articulated - not even to myself. My tears weren't for me. Instead they were for "them" - those who went before me and handled it.
To be clear my life is not without challenges - no one's is, but none of my challenges so far have become ultimate showstoppers. I always see options and I act on them as I see fit. There are so many people of all types who can't say the same and it's beyond painful to think about. Self-determination is everything and all lives matter. All lives matter! Our life circumstances may be different, but the breath that we breathe comes from a single source (#ICantBreathe).
I Woke Up Like This
I wasn't escorted to school by armed guards. I haven't been told "you can't sit there" or "you can't pee here". I haven't been barred from pursuing higher education in fields or at schools of my choosing. I wasn't held back from my desired role in the military. I haven't been kept from pursuing or acquiring progressive roles in my career. I haven't been barred from purchasing homes in my chosen neighborhoods. I haven't been harassed by unscrupulous bosses or cops. I haven't been full-stopped from pursuing my dreams because of my gender or color. With a bit of Shonda and Beyoncè sass and class, I too proclaim "I woke up like this".
Yet...
I've been followed around in stores of all types by super "helpful" associates. I've been stared down at stop lights because of the kind of cars that I drive. I've experienced the "double-take" when I walk into a room full of executives or when I open the door to my home for a service call. It's been said that I sound really "intelligent" when I speak.
All of these "signals" are code for what today's subtle racism and racial profiling often looks and feels like for black and brown women. I have to teach my daughter these things in order to reinforce her with the armor she'll need as she lives and breathes - or as she charges up stairs or break down barriers of her own. Like Shonda, glass ceilings won't be her reality.
She woke up like this.
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Think of them heads up, eyes on the target, running full speed gravity-be damned towards that thick layer of glass that is the ceiling. Running, full speed - and crashing. Crashing into that ceiling and falling back. Crashing into it and falling back. Into it and falling back. Woman after woman. Each one running and each one crashing - everyone falling.
How many women had to hit that glass before the first crack appeared? How many cuts did they get, how many bruises? How hard did they have to hit the ceiling? How many women had to hit that glass to ripple it, to send out a thousand hairline fractures? How many women had to hit that glass before the pressure of their effort caused it to evolve from a thick pane of glass into just a thin sheet of splintered ice?
Shonda Rhimes, THR Speech
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We Woke Up Like This
The protests all around the country are in response to what many black and brown people have known for generations. We woke up like this.
The Ferguson and New York grand jury results were not a real surprise and neither were the initial responses. The narrative was (and is) predictable. I'm always afraid for the black and brown males in my life - for my brothers and especially for my nephews. It's an underlying fear that I wake up with. It's always there.
I caution my daughter to keep her mind open because negatively judging others is what causes most of the challenges that we see playing out in our lives and all around the world. I tell her that it's necessary to make smart judgement calls, but judging others and justifying it through the use of outdated rules and systems is a different matter altogether.
Negative judgments say "This is the way the system works so why can't you just get it right!" or "I'm right and you're wrong!". Smart judgement calls say "You can do this or that, but I choose this instead" or "What can be done to make it better?" or "What can I do to make it better for more of us?". Smart judgment calls consider the common good.
Turn the light on in your heart and mind. Take a look at whether you're making negative judgments or smart judgement calls. It's in all of our best interest to do away with negative judgments and instead to make smart judgement calls.
Congratulations Shonda Rhimes! You rock!The Ferguson and New York grand jury results were not a real surprise and neither were the initial responses. The narrative was (and is) predictable. I'm always afraid for the black and brown males in my life - for my brothers and especially for my nephews. It's an underlying fear that I wake up with. It's always there.
I caution my daughter to keep her mind open because negatively judging others is what causes most of the challenges that we see playing out in our lives and all around the world. I tell her that it's necessary to make smart judgement calls, but judging others and justifying it through the use of outdated rules and systems is a different matter altogether.
Negative judgments say "This is the way the system works so why can't you just get it right!" or "I'm right and you're wrong!". Smart judgement calls say "You can do this or that, but I choose this instead" or "What can be done to make it better?" or "What can I do to make it better for more of us?". Smart judgment calls consider the common good.
Turn the light on in your heart and mind. Take a look at whether you're making negative judgments or smart judgement calls. It's in all of our best interest to do away with negative judgments and instead to make smart judgement calls.
We all woke up like this, but we can change what happens next...
My research liaison was Dr. Bo Jiang. I remember her name because it reminded me of Bojangles - a popular fast food chain. Bo was smart, funny, and drove a red Mazda Miata. She inspired me to think small - really small. I remember being impressed that she had acquired a PhD at a very young age (something like 23).
Really small things matter.